In a prayer meeting in Restoration Church, Spearfish, SD I experienced my first trance and here is what happened!. We gathered for prayers and we started with time of worship and praise. The presence of the Lord was so intense and powerful. I saw like shooting starts coming down from heaven over us and then I heard the Lord saying " I will cut the cord that connected you to the world and connect it directly to heaven" then Holy Spirit direct us to hold hands and wait on the Lord! The Lord showed up in a very strong way, I started shaking and I felt it to the core of my being and then by sudden I went down (was out) It was like someone held me and throw me back and I felt down on a coach that was behind me!. I went directly to the presence of the Lord in heaven. So much white light that I cannot really describe! The first thing that I saw there above my head was a pure, golden trumpet, I knew it was referring to me ( Had another prophecy over me at IHOP (International House of Prayer in 2010 that I am a Trumpet of God). I saw the Lord Jesus standing there in his white robe and an angel standing beside him and they were looking at me with a smile on their faces!. I was wearing a white robe as well, was so happy and looked younger. I saw myself running presenting a long line of christian with white robes to the Lord! After that I saw my self standing, opening my hands so wide, while gifts been delivered to me. The gifts were in a form of golden boxes (big number of them) decorated with Jewelries all around! while looking surprised at those gifts I heard the Lord telling me " Maryam, go give gifts to your brothers and sisters". Then I saw the Lord Jesus standing in front of me opening his hands so wide, I though that I am going to run and gave him a hug, just allow my self to enjoy his embrace. I walked toward the Lord with my hands open wide but when I reached him I disappeared totally and completely in HIM. In another way to say it, it felt like I entered the Lord and disappeared in HIM. If you look at the seen now, you won't see me but will see the Lord! After that an angel came and blow on my face not paying any attention to my request for him not to, I opened my eyes to see the group standing there in prayer waiting for me to come back. it was a glorious experience for me that told me a lot from the Lord!.
The next morning ( Sept. 13th, 2010) the Lord gave me those verses to mediate on ( 2 Peter 1:2-4)1 Peter 1:2-4English Standard Version (ESV)
2 according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, in the sanctification of the Spirit, for obedience to Jesus Christ and for sprinkling with his blood:
May grace and peace be multiplied to you.
Born Again to a Living Hope3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 4 to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you,
My calling as a Prophet of God
This has been a life time walk with the Lord, I can not even tell when it started exactly. The Lord speaks to me in so many ways ( words, visions, dreams, nature, memory, time...etc) but some significant confirmations took place in 2010 that I will share with all of you here:
On Thursday, July 1st 2010 at 3am I heard the Lord telling me "Buckle up and be ready to fly". In July 4th 2010 and while worshiping at the church I saw a vision of an huge eagle who came down from heaven and stood on my shoulders, I felt his claws so sharp on both of my shoulders. He grabbed me really tight and I knew that he is going to fly taking me with him!
Eagle refers back to the prophetic ministry.
On Saturday, September 4th 2010, I woke up on this sentence repeated so many times to me until I got up and wrote it down. The sentence was "The Lord is raising up the prophet in me".
Seven Springs of Living water
On march 7th, 2010 I woke up hearing " Seven springs of living water flowing out of you." The spirit of the Lord will rest on him The spirit of wisdom and of understanding The spirit of counsel and of power The spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord! The Spirit of the LORD will rest on him--the Spirit of wisdom and of understanding, the Spirit of counsel and of power, the Spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the LORD-- Isaiah 11:2
A vision of ministry while in the presence of the Lord
On March 2009 I got a very clear, direct vision while in the presence of the Lord which has been confirmed to me at IHOP (International House of Prayer) prophecy room in Feb. 2010 when they told me, while praying over me, that they saw Isaiah 61 written on my forth head! Here is what I saw in the vision : I saw that the enemy of our souls dragging people behind him, the were wrapped up with black ropes. They were walking behind him without even fighting or trying to escape, which made me so mad! I was weeping hard, my tears were coming out from my belly, I knew that I was interceding for them!. I asked the Lord how come they are not fighting the enemy? How come they are allowing him to drag them this way, stealing their identity, future and hope? The Lord revealed the truth from his word to me, that the enemy is blinded their eyes from knowing that truth and being delivered! 2 Corinthians 4:2-44 The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. I was thinking while still yet in the vision of how amazingly those people need the Lord! How wonderful it would be if Jesus descended from heaven right now to save them! But Holy Spirit said "No, Jesus will come back another time to take his church. he already told us that, but he left this mission to his faithful people!" Then I saw my self holding a sword (refers to the word of God) running behind the enemy and my brothers and sisters, cutting the black ropes off them and setting them free! The amazing, wonderful thing that I saw on their faces after the deliverance was that shinny light and how they were filled with the spirit of joy!Then I saw another vision. God the father standing in the garden of Eden, looking with eyes of love at Adam and Eve who were having the sweetest, purest fellowship ever with each other. The seen was awesome and the colors of things around were amazing and the sense of purity and beauty was overwhelming to me! God said to me then " This is why I created the man to have this fellowship with me, to live in the garden, to have all of his needs provided to him and to have authority over every single life I created on earth" Allowing the enemy to come through the door, listening to him and walking in his ways made us ugly and allowed us to lose everything! I was weeping all the time, I felt really sad, but then the Lord asked me "Maryam, If you are sad this much for them, what do you think my feelings are? I created the man to have fellowship with him, to call him my friend and enjoy him but he chose to listen to the enemy and walk in sin and then fell captive!" God wants those people back and it's my responsibility and yours! We who knows the Lord and have tasted how good He is, we who had our dinners with the Savior need to go and work on the fields. The Lord is calling his faithful people to wake up and put your priority first! forget about the world and difficulties that the world is going through and focus on Jesus. The Lord said "Take care of my business and I will take care of yours" I saw then multitudes of God's people working in the fields and saw angels descending from heaven bringing food and drinks to the workers! Isaiah 61English Standard Version (ESV)
The Year of the Lord's Favor61 The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor;[a] he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound;[b] 2 to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn; 3 to grant to those who mourn in Zion-- to give them a beautiful headdress instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the garment of praise instead of a faint spirit; that they may be called oaks of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he may be glorified.[c] 4 They shall build up the ancient ruins; they shall raise up the former devastations; they shall repair the ruined cities, the devastations of many generations.
5 Strangers shall stand and tend your flocks; foreigners shall be your plowmen and vinedressers; 6 but you shall be called the priests of the Lord; they shall speak of you as the ministers of our God; you shall eat the wealth of the nations, and in their glory you shall boast. 7 Instead of your shame there shall be a double portion; instead of dishonor they shall rejoice in their lot; therefore in their land they shall possess a double portion; they shall have everlasting joy.
8 For I the Lord love justice; I hate robbery and wrong;[d] I will faithfully give them their recompense, and I will make an everlasting covenant with them. 9 Their offspring shall be known among the nations, and their descendants in the midst of the peoples; all who see them shall acknowledge them, that they are an offspring the Lord has blessed.
10 I will greatly rejoice in the Lord; my soul shall exult in my God, for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation; he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself like a priest with a beautiful headdress, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. 11 For as the earth brings forth its sprouts, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to sprout up, so the Lord God will cause righteousness and praise to sprout up before all the nations.